(AN:
So... I wrote this one shot a couple of weeks ago... I wasn't gonna post it
buuuut since I'm kinda stuck with my other stories, I decided to give it a
try. It's not great, but it's
something. Let me know if you guys like
it or not... be honest lol... Thank you
Kiara for helping me with this one!) (Oh and the italics are flashbacks)
She
turned to look at him. He was passed out
next to her, his legs wrapped with hers as he took a rest from the night's
actions. Her finger traced his jawline,
eventually moving to trace his lips. She
was crazy for those lips. Placing a
small kiss on them, she unwrapped her legs from his, careful not to wake him
up.
Sex with
Drake was always like this, it was amazing but the aftertaste was
bittersweet. She stood from the bed,
grabbing the bed sheet to cover her front, and walked towards the window. The sun was coming up, reality approaching at
the speed of light. Her eyes wondered back to the bed, admiring the sleeping
form on the hotel's bed she had come so familiar with. Room 215.
She eyed
the room's floor. Clothes scattered
around, the prove of their impatience to be naked last night.
Her legs wrapped around him, her back pressed
against the room's door. His lips were
placing kisses on her neck, getting small moans in response.
"Drake, come on I don't have much
time" he moved his lips from her neck to her breast.
"Shhh I haven't seen you in a long time,
Nic. Lemme take this slow" she
threw her head back, silently agreeing to his request.
Smiling
to herself, she picked up the clothes, placing them at the love seat. His uniform caught her attention, her finger
tracing the name tag. AD Graham. His badge on the front pocket.
Police
Officer.
"You shouldn't be snooping around
here" the feminine voice broke his concentration from his current
task. He cursed at himself for getting
caught and turned around. He wasn't
ready for her. She was breath taking,
dressed only in shorts and a tank top, he couldn't help to stare. "Don't let those eyes wonder too much
boy. Turn around, hands against the wall". He let out a small chuckle.
"You a cop?" He still did what she
told him to. After all, he wasn't in
position to argue with her, this was her territory. Nicki did a body search on him, a smirk
plastered on her face.
"You're clean" Drake removed his hand
from the wall and she walked closer to him "Get the fuck outta here, if
Wayne or one of the boys sees you here, you are dead"
"I'm not scare of them"
"You should be. Cops aren't exactly their favorite
people"
"Who says I'm a cop?"
"Take a look in the mirror boy, its
written all over you. Plus, we all know
that you and your little partner have been following us" she turned around
to leave "Trust me, get outta here" she began to walk and he grabbed
her arm, turning her to face him again.
"Hold up, what’s your name?" She
freed herself from his grasp, before looking him up and down and smiling. Something about him attracted her. That was honestly the only reason why she didn't
tell the guys about him being there and decided to just handle it herself. She had done some research on him as soon as
Wayne told her that some cops were all over their business, he seemed like a
nice guy, a young and new cop. Acting on
instinct she stood on her tippy toes and pecked his lips.
"Goodbye Drake"
He was
good. A nice, caring, loving, ambitious
man that served this country and did his best to protect people and here he
was, risking everything he had achieved.
Her mind wondered what made him think she was worth it, she wasn't. Her hands reached for his gun, observing it.
Drake
observed her from the bed. She held the
sheet to cover her breast but her back side remained uncovered, giving him a
full view of her ass. Nicki had his gun
in her hands, playing with it. It always
amazed him how well she could handle guns, always using them to get what she
wanted.
She continued to walk down the street; she knew
he was following her. Lately, he always
was. She wasn't mad at him though, it
was his job to try and get information, but she knew what would happen to him
if someone found out. Most of the time
she just walked away from her team, making sure they didn't see him.
Finally arriving at the cheap hotel she made
her way to the counter
"Nina" the girl gave her a sweet
smile and handed her a key, Nicki pulled her closer to whisper something in her
ear "There's a guy following me, he thinks I don't know. Ignore him" the girl nodded and Nicki
walked to her room. Room 215. She opened the door and got in.
The room was small; she usually comes here when
she needs to get away from the guys a little bit. They never questioned her about it. After waiting a reasonable amount of time she
opened the door.
"Drake I know you are there" she
heard him grunt and get out of his hiding spot with a frown on his face. She rolled her eyes at him "Get in"
she held the door as he entered.
"How did you know? Since when?"
"You aren't that good….officer. And I've known since you first started
following me. Why do you think you're
still alive nigga?" His face showed his frustration "Sit down"
he sat on the bed and watch in amusement as she took off her jacket and threw
it to the floor, her eyes never leaving his.
"What are you doing?" She didn't
answer and proceeded to take off her boots.
Before he could protest, she straddled him "Onika"
"Oh? You know my name. Someone has done his research" her lips
brushed his "Do you have a condom?" Her voice was deep. What was
happening? Before he could answer, she
kissed him.
It took him a couple of second to react. He couldn't do this. Gently pushing her away, he stood up.
"I can't do this" he saw her reach
for her shirt and take it off. He looked
at her uncovered breast, her nipples were hard and he felt his dick twitch
inside his pants.
"Why not?
I like you and judging by the way you are looking at me, you like me
too" she saw the hesitation in his eyes "I'm not asking you to marry
me Drake. It's just sex" she knew
she was being straight forward, but she needed this. She didn't care who he was, she wanted
him. At least one time.
"I..." He took a deep breath and
forced himself to look at her face and not at her half naked body "No, I
can't" she raised an eyebrow and walked towards her jacket, picking it up
from the floor and covering her chest with it.
He thought he saw hurt on her face, but decided to brush it off. "I'm gonna go" he turned to leave,
but just as he was opening the door he heard a gun being unlocked. He turned around to see her pointing the gun
at him, her jacket on the floor again and a smirk on her face. He would be
lying if he said that didn’t turn him on.
"What about now?"
He
smiled at the memory; they never stopped seeing each other after that. Nicki
was still playing with his gun, unaware of his stare.
"You
look so sexy with a gun in your hands" she looked at him, pointing the gun
towards him.
"Why
do you trust me? I could kill you right now"
He
chuckled and stood up, taking the gun from her "Why do you trust me? I
could put your sexy little ass in jail. You and your friends" he walked
behind her. She felt his arms wrap around her, his chest against her back, his
lips placing a kiss on her neck.
"Little
ass? oh ok" she let out a small chuckle "Why don't you? You sure as
hell have enough evidence against us" he sighed.
"You
know the answer to that question Nicki, I'm not gonna repeat it" she
unwrapped his arms from her. Reaching
for the pile of clothes and looking for hers. "What are you doing?"
"I
have to go Drake. The guys must be wondering
where am I, it’s been almost 6 hours since I left the house" she put her
bra on. "Where's my thong?" She looked at him, who had a smirk
plastered on his face. "Gimme" her tone wasn't friendly.
"Nicki
come on. Lose the attitude, it’s not needed" he handed her the underwear
and watched her get dressed. "Can I at least get a kiss before you
leave?"
Nicki
looked at him, a pout on his face and gave him a small smile. They were both crazy for this, but she didn't
know how to stop it. Wrapping her hand around his neck, she kissed him. It was soft, lazy. The kind of kiss that you give to someone you
aren't gonna see in a long time. But the
truth was she didn't know when she was going to see him again. After a few seconds they pulled away and
Drake rested his forehead against hers.
"Do
you have to go?" His tone made her feel like a bitch for doing this to
him, he didn't deserve it. She didn't
deserve him.
"Yeah"
she pecked his lips before letting go of his neck "Wayne it’s gonna be
furious" she saw Drake's muscles tense at the mention of his name.
"Fuck
he cares? He ain't your man"
"He's
like my brother Drake. You know damn
well how much he means for me... Him and the rest of the gang are my
family" he huffed
"Some
family you have" he didn't mean to say it out loud, and seeing her nose
scrunch up made him regret it even more.
"What
the fuck is your problem Drake?! You knew this! Ain't nobody told you to get
involved with me! You don't like the people I consider my family? Then you
don't like me either, this is what I am.
You knew this, Drake. From the
very first time we saw each other you knew what I was, who I was and what I
do"
"Fuck,
Nicki. You think I planned this?! I'm a
fucking cop who's supposed to captured all of you! And what? Here I am.
Waiting. Waiting every fucking day for you to give me a call telling me we can
see each other, telling me we can come to this same fucking room so I can get a
chance to have you with me." He softened his voice and looked down at her
eyes. "And I mean the real you, the Nicki who kisses me and tells me about
her dreams of becoming a better person.
The one that I made love to in that fucking bed last night over and over
again" she looked away and he brought his hand to her face, turning her
towards him again, forcing her to look into his eyes "The one I'm so
stupidly and madly in love with"
"I'm
sorry... I..." She looked at him before closing her eyes and letting out a
frustrated sigh. She couldn't do this to
him. If Wayne, or any of the other guys
found out she was sleeping with a cop, they would kill him. And she wasn't gonna let that happen. She cared too much for him. "I have to
go"
She
grabbed her things and headed for the door.
"Just
say you love me back Nicki, please" his voice cracked. Stopping dead on her tracks she turned to
look at him.
"I
can't say something I don't feel Drake" she forced herself to swallow the
pain "And don't sit and wait for my call anymore. I won't call you again" she opened the
door and left. When had she became such
a good liar?
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"Drake!"
The voice took him out of his trance and he turned to look at his partner for
the past 2 years. She was a pretty girl who looked sweet, but was really one of
the strongest woman’s he had ever met.
"Fuck,
Rita. Do you have to yell so loud?"
"Well,
I've been calling you for a while now and you didn't answer so...." He
gave her a small smile and spaced out again "Okay, pretty boy. What's going on?"
"Nothing
just..." He saw Rita give him a disbelieving look and sighed. Who he was trying to fool? This girl new him
to well. "She hasn't called"
Rita
knew about Nicki. They have both been
assigned to this case. The Young Money
Gang. Thieves, drug dealers and although
they weren't known for killing, police had their suspicions. As young cops both
Rita and him were eager to get them, it would've been a great
accomplishment. But he fell for
Nicki. The youngest of the gang. A beautiful, curvy, badass and smart woman who
was usually the brain behind every robbery.
"It's
better that way. You were in too deep with that girl. I wouldn't have been able to cover your ass
much longer" she stood up and closed the office's door trying to get them
a little privacy. "They are starting to suspect that you know more than
what you're saying. Heard the boss saying
something to Eddie about it"
"What
exactly did you hear?"
"I'on
know Drake, I'm not sure. But I think
they know where they are hiding, they probably gonna attempt to catch them
there"
He could
feel his heart racing. He knew what was
gonna happen if they just showed up at their hiding place and he didn't want
Nicki caught up in that. Fuck.
"Rit..."
Her phone interrupted him. She motion
for him to hold up and picked up.
"Ora
speaking" he saw her face scrunch up and give him a worried look
"Yes. We'll be there"
"Who
was it?" His worried expression mirrored hers.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Nicki
stood in front of the window, looking out at nothing in particular. She missed him, the sneaking out to see him,
the feeling of his body against hers as they explored each other's bodies. He had become part of her life. She did love him. Every single thing about him, but she didn't
want him caught up in this life, he was different. Running away with him wasn't an option, she
couldn't do that to Wayne.
Wayne
was the only family she had. Her dad
died when she was still a teenager, and her mom had been sick. When she got involved with Wayne's gang she
just wanted to get the money to help her mom. He always took good care of her,
often giving her some of his own money to help her. He never asked for anything, just loyalty and
she had failed him by getting involved with Drake.
"I
hope you ain't thinking about that light skin motherfucker" she turned and
glared at Tyga "If Wayne finds out..."
"If
I find out about what?" Wayne eyed them "That she was sleeping with
that excuse of a cop?" Nicki's breath got caught in her chest. No, no, no.
"What?
I haven'..."
"Don't
bullshit me Nic, I know. I've known
since a long time. Only reason that
nigga it’s still alive its cause he hasn't done anything against us" he
walked closer to her, giving her a death glare "Pussy must be good"
he felt her slap, leaving a sting on his cheek. "The fuck you think you're
doing?!" He grabbed her by her arm.
"Wayne,
stop... She is just mad" Tyga saw Nicki's inexpressive look, like she
didn't care. What the fuck was happening
to his family?
Wayne
let go of her. "You put this family in danger, Nicki. For what? You think that guy was gonna stay
around? He is the complete opposite of you.
Probably got the information he needed from you, while getting his dick
wet too. He fucking used you!"
She knew
it wasn't true. Drake had never tried to
get information from her. Never. He was
the only good thing that had happened to her in a very long time. He was the reason that she wanted to become a
better person, to deserve him. But
hearing Wayne say that still hurt. She
was about to reply to him when she heard it.
Sirens.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Drake
held his gun tight. Not having a way to communicate with her, to let her know
what was going on, frustrated him. On
one side he had his responsibility as a police officer, but he didn't want to
hurt her. She had his heart, whether she
wanted it or not. Rita looked at him and
saw the emotions going through his face, she grabbed his hand and gave him a
reassuring look.
There
wasn't any movement at the house, but he somehow knew they were there, call him
crazy, but he could feel her. The police
cars came to a stop and they all got out, their guns pointing at the house, as
they all made their way towards the house.
One of the cops kicked the front door open and got in, a couple of
officers behind him. Both him and Rita
stayed outside.
"I'll
be back" Rita looked at him like he was crazy
"Where
are you going?! We are supposed to stay here!"
"I
have to find her" he ignored Rita's comments and made his way towards the
back of the house, he felt himself being shoved against the wall, he pointed
the gun ahead.
"Fuck
Nicki, I could have shot you" he saw her mad expression and instantly knew
what she was thinking "I didn't plan this Nicki"
"Stop
the bullshit Drake! Why are you here then?" He was silent
"Exactly"
"I
came to find you" he reached his pocket and handed her a key. Room 215.
"Here. Wait for me there" she
didn't move. He put the gun back in its
place and grabbed her face with both hands, trying to block the sound of
gunshots "Listen to me Nicki, I love you.
I'm not gonna lose you" his lips found hers and she returned the
kiss. Something about this one was
different. He pulled away and gave her the key, pecking her lips again
"Go" he watched her run towards the back.
"Drake!"
Rita's cries made him run to the front, he saw her on the floor and immediately
knelt next to her.
"Fuck,
Rita... You okay?" He saw her holding her leg, were the bullet had hit her
"Fuck, fuck... Hold it tight”
"Drake,
behind you!" He turned around and heard the gun shot.
It was
like the world was moving in slow motion.
His worst nightmare playing.
Wayne holding his gun out, shooting at him.... and he saw her standing
in front of him, the bullet through her chest.
Her small body collapsing to the floor.
He couldn't breathe, his body moved on its own, running towards her.
Wayne
stood still. What... Nicki. He felt himself being pulled by his arm, Tyga's
voice trying to get him to move
"Wayne
come on, we have to run..."
"I
shot her" Tyga looked at him confused.
"You
shot who?" He kept trying to move him “Nigga come one, let’s move!"
"Nicki!
I shot Nicki!" Tyga let go of him and looked back. He saw Drake, with Nicki on his arms. No.
"She...
She got in the way, Tyga, I killed her! I killed my little sister!"
Tyga
clenched his jaw and gulped. "Come on, Wayne. We have to get outta here" Finally being
able to move, they ran towards the back of the house.
"Nicki!
Come on, baby... Don't close your eyes, look at me". Drake kept her close,
his hand pressed on her wound "Rita! Call the ambulance!"
He
didn't care about the looks he was getting from the rest of the officers. All he cared about was Nicki. He saw her eyes getting heavy. "No, no.
Nicki look at me, look at me!" He was desperate; he knew he was losing
her.
"I'm..sor..sorr..y"
her voice was weak.
"Shh,
no Nicki, don't talk..." He brought her even closer, as his tears stained
his cheeks.
"I..lov..e..yo...u"
he ran his hand through her hair, his lips pressing against hers. He had wanted to hear her say that for so
long. But not like this, not when she
had just been shot for saving him.
"I
love you too Nicki" he saw her eyes close, her breathing stopping
"Nicki, Nic...No! Nicki! Open your eyes, Nicki!"
But she didn't.